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Монолог

Part I: English

«It nearly was a midnight…»

  • It nearly was a midnight,
  • I couldn’t close my eyes
  • Kept thinking, fancying, wondering
  • Of where would I’ve been tonight.
  • If I listened to myself
  • If I trusted my own heart
  • If I wasn’t so afraid to show what I am really like.
  • If I got out of my bed
  • If I practiced, practiced more
  • If I mastered that piano
  • 'Cause I wanted that for sure.
  • If I plucked up all my courage
  • If I stopped rely on luck
  • If I thought «I’ll make it happen»,
  • Never tortured my own mind.
  • If I never doubted my gifts
  • If I followed my own light
  • If I fell and then got straight up
  • But I never really tried.
  • If I wasn’t fearing future
  • If I took care of myself
  • If I asked for help I wanted
  • I would certainly gain strength.
  • If I closed my ears when people
  • Tried to talk me to what’s right
  • If I could decide for myself
  • Would it lead to happy life?
  • If I knew I could’ve managed
  • To stay loyal to myself
  • And I know I have what’s needed
  • To make all of the success.
  • What a life i would have had?
  • If I listened to myself.
  • If I got out of my bed.
  • Wouldn’t that be really great?

Pine cone

  • It was such a lovely day
  • I felt calmness in my veins
  • Begged for it to never change
  • Mind set free from all the pain.
  • I was walking through the trees
  • Chirping birds, my heart at ease
  • Digging into memories
  • I have never felt like this.
  • No one’s there to crash my soul
  • Feeling loved all by my own
  • In my hand – a small pine cone
  • Causing me to smile more.
  • Blazing sun, I raised my head
  • Here’s pointless to pretend
  • And as my cheeks now turned red
  • Time to finally go back.

Fracture

  • Fragile or fractured?
  • Now hard to tell.
  • To be a wave
  • Or to warn and burn like a flame?
  • To face it all
  • And no matter what,
  • Just be brave?
  • Or run from all,
  • So no matter what,
  • Be ashamed?
  • To fall and fly again
  • Through the dark?
  • Or fall and drown in pain
  • On the ground?
  • To be alive or to never try?
  • To never hide,
  • Or never fight?

Disguise

  • Bizarre, that’s right
  • I’m here, I tried
  • Shot down, I’m tired
  • Too steep to climb.
  • I’m out of sight
  • I’m running wild
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